I found this on Post Secret. It goes out to you. You know who you are. :))

Necklaces

Wow this is kind of in addition to my new fashion. As most of you know I have gotten into making necklaces and stuff. Well I really got heavily into it because my mom wanted a neclace for her horse as a training device. Then I realized how much fun it was comming up with designs. So I made a ton. I even tried selling them on Ebay. And while I sold some I did not make enough to feel like it was worth keeping up. So I stopped making necklaces for quite while.

Then I was watching a show of mine and saw this 3 stran silver necklace one of the actresses was wearing and fell in love with it. Well I realized that I could make that easy. So it got me to go out and look at the beads and such and I started making necklaces that went with my new wardrobe. They were great and inspiring. And now I have soooooo many necklaces lining my bathroom wall that I could almost wear one each day for a month and not wear one twice.

Its Crazy!!!.

I would really like to design some and try selling them agian but I struggle with that idea because it takes sooo much effort to sell items like this. Well it is something I will have to continue to ponder as time goes by.

But I really do enjoy making these and I will try and get my scanner set up today so I can post my favorites and such on here.

***Dang Camera broke***

Family

I am suppost to go to ashleys shower next week not entirely sure I really want to but i probably will. Its just that I am having a hard time with that side of the famil right now. The whole wedding bisness is driving me nuts. It started with Ashley wanting me to make brides maid dresses to making the girls dresses and then with me going to Traci's wedding. And you just know that they talk about you when you don't flow like they were hoping you would and i know I should not care about talk but I do. I vented to Jesse, my boss, about it yesterday. She said family is over rated lol. it is sooo true because you find that your friends, true friends, become closer to you then you family.

Kelli says
"many times family doesn't even know the real you even though they think they do because they are "family""

This was my conversation with Kelli this morning. Now I love my family. Yes they can be hard to understand sometimes but I believe that is true with most. But when you marry into a family it can either be really hard to understand or easy. Some have it worse then most. I definatly dso not have it bad just rough at times.

Pretty in pink

I just painted my toe nails a metallic hot pink and I love it. I have become way more bold in my fassion. ANd not just nail color. I bought a pair of cargo, light olive green capris. LOL I never get things like that. Everyone at work even parents of the kids agrees that I have lost weight and dress with style. These are all things that I have wanted to hear for soooooo long and just have not. Not that my style was horrible just affordable and comfortable to a fault. But not I feel comfortable and have definatly less i feel fat days then I usually do. I feel good!!

Virginia Tech. tragedy

OK so this tragedy is the closest I have ever come to having a friend or relative involved. Our landlord works at this school and luckly for him and his family was in a different part of the school that day. We emailed him and told him our concern of him being in that part of the school and he was really greatful that we cared. I am glad that he knows that we are caring people because they are really great people. I hope that I continue in my life of small incidents because the thoguht of having a loved one in a tragedy like that scared the heck out of me.

Worry

It just doesn't make sense
We try and try
There are so many crying
We all know why
The solution is there
We don't like to see it
Who will step up?
We want to but...
Then who will help us.

Change is comming just don't know when.

Well because we got a dog (yes a dog lol) we have decided that we want to get into a house. Now we are no where near the financial status to buy so we have looked to rent. We found a house out side of town that is ok. I stress ok because it is not perfect like the place we are in now was when we moved here. It is a bit cheaper in rent, has a yard. That is where for me the good things end. There is a big commute everyday, we are farther from friends and stores, there is a huge security deposit for our animals, the "yard" right now is mostly mud, and this place only has one bathroom. Oh and the big thing is that I was told by friends who I trust that the school system out there is not good at all.

So why have we not just said no to this place yet? Aaron is stuck soo much on the idea of having a house and a yard, that now that we have the chance to get into one all he can see is the good stuff and is ignoring the bad. And for me the bad is big this time.

My friends have told me to hold off renting this place and wait for summer and look for houses to rent then. There are more options then. And I like that idea alot.

So I am on a crusade to convince Aaron that this house is not the place to be right now.

Wish me luck!!!

Well things are pretty much the same. My job is complicated, my kids are misbehaving and my husband is feeling alone. But I am trying as hard as I can to remain positive and remember that things do get better. You just never know when hehe. Well here is to hoping that things will get better soon.

I love all of my friends and I love my family and I love the Lord for giving them all to me.

I am what you call "LOST"

The power inside me
I will never acheive
I can't see a way out
I don't have it right now
I feel tormented by the need to succed

my family Maddy who is just sooooooo dang cute

me at the preschool in a skirt I made My new wedding ring from aaron.
these are just some pics that will have to serve as an up
date right now. I might beable to get on tomorrow and actually do more sharing but not right now.