Wedding dresses

So my sister Naomi is getting married on December 27th to a great guy. The girls are going to be kinds flower girl/helpers so I started making them some dresses in the wedding colors. This is Maddys dress. I still have to take the straps up some but she loves this dress. So cute.

My tattoo

OK so when i get my tattoo it will be the girls initials with the plumeria flower...It means motherhood. So here are 2 sketches i have come up with.





This one soo far is my favorite.

What do you think?

Aaron's Tattoo

So Aaron really wants a tattoo for christmas. I drew him one that he loves but then I revised it some. Here it what I think will be the final choice.


This is thw outline.
This would be with shading and such.

I think he is going to get it on his shoulder but not sure yet

So what do you think??

Tell youa bit aboout the meaning of it....the A and S are for Aaron and Sabrina and they suround the sourd which is from the nights of the templar and we are flying away on wings together. lol ok well maybe sappy but I think it is way stinking cool.

Halloween pics

new experiences

after time things get stale and lack luster. it is great every once in a while to throw in a bit of excitement to brighten you life and perspective. There are new experiences every where. Serarch them out and see which one will brighten you!!

I am still here

I have been soo busy with work, kids, friends that i just have not had the time to get on here. But i am still alive and things are going great. Hopefully I will get on here longer then a few minutes one day and dish. Love to all my friends who read this. :)

Kayla's birthday party

Kayla had her birthday party this last saturday. She is now 9 years old. Ican not believe it, its crazy she made it through. lol

Well here are some pics of her Candy Land Party. I hope you like them.




This is the start of the game.

Well I could not think of amy snappy or witty comments to add to the pics. lol But the girls had soo much fun. We played the game 3 times. They got sooo much candy and then cake and ice cream. Then sent them home. BWAhahahahaah. It was great.

More random pics.

So I like to play with my camera sometimes and these are just some fun pics of me and or the girls. Enjoy!!

Maddy Playing dress up

Yes I know her hair is like short ang gone. She wanted it that way.

Cherise and her monkey at the wsu game just having fun.

so I have had MANY friends in the 30 years of my life. It was soooo easy when i was little I decided. But I am starting to think that i have never had a normal friend ship. I think I rely to heavily on my friends to show me how awesome I am. When all the while i should beable to see how awesome I am in other ways too. Why is that so hard.

what is a normal friend ship anyway? I don't really know. I put myself out there regularly showing that I am willing to make friends but then nothing becomes of it. Am I relying to much on them making the next step?

I do have some great friends right now. But I just had to mentally say goodbye to someone who I have considered a good friend for that last year and a half. MY BOSS. I still work with her and see her everyday but I just do not think that a friendship is something that we can keep going. it makes me really sad. I have not told her that I really can not consider her a friend anymore because its just too painful but I am showing it by not doing things outside of work with her. No more do i hope and wish for that. we will just have to remain boss and employee.

Crazy how life changes!!

So last year I worked part time during the school year and then just went home and chilled till the girls got home. I basically had to look for things to fill my time then.

This year I still work part time but definatly do not need to LOOK for things to do now. Suddenly I have tons to do. Appointments to go to....LOTS of them. I barely have time to think. lol Its ok makes the days go faster. So when I finally have time to relax I CRASH hard. Usually fal asleep on the couch by 9 pm.

Would I change this year for last year? No i like being kept busy. it helps me ot actually eat less and stay organized. I would not mind a few less appointments but they are neccessary.

OK there real stuff to read. lol