well it can be anyway.
That is the motto I am trying to live by right now.
I really need to seperate the idea of friends from my job. Its unfortunate but noone at my work can be a true friend. I can laugh with them and talk to them but I will not beable to bond with them anymore.
I have been hurt.
I was trying soo hard to be friends. And then along came oposition and I have to concede. Its ok though I know I have friends that while related to my job do not just see me only as my job. They see more in me then sometimes I see in myself.
I need to succeed.
I have been slacking a bit lately in my job and I need to stop that. It was hard to see someone else do a task that I coulad have accopmlished if only I had been paying attention.
I am excited.
My closest friends are moving back close to us. I am overwelmed in joy and love in this fact. My rocks are comming home. :)