Sunday, August 30, 2009

Noone even reads this crap. I don't even know why I still have this up. Man i am sooo depressed about our finances and my family life right now. I am trying to keep it together but its hard. I do not know why i try soo hard sometimes. It just seems so mundane and pointless. I keep throwing money away and not seeing any real profit. Not gain. Not one step closer to being an upstanding human with success. Not valued. Its horrific.

1 comment:

spaceyhawks said...

I just read it. I went through and read a lot of your posts. We don't talk as much any more, and I really do feel bad about that. I probably haven't been a very good friend and I am sorry. I need to go get ready for church but I am going to email you later on facebook. Know that I am thinking about you, and that I do care, even though I haven't shown it.