How do you rebuild a friendship? I think first I have to go slow. I don't think I want to get together all the time anyway. But it is hard to over come the hurt...really hard. I really want though to have a better relationship...the question though is does she want that? I am not sure. i still think she doesn't like she said but I dont know. I guess i will just have to stick to step one....Take it slow.

time for a raise

well I am freaking AWESOME!! I got my year evaluation and I got glowing reviews and another dollar raise. There are some areas I need to work on but I am aware they are a problem so I think I can knock them out. I now make as much as aaron does hourly. I am soo excited about what the rest of this year holds for us. This money is going to make it so we can really start to get things paid off and then enjoy making this kind of money. Well enough gloating. I am off to work now.