Kayla's birthday party

Kayla had her birthday party this last saturday. She is now 9 years old. Ican not believe it, its crazy she made it through. lol

Well here are some pics of her Candy Land Party. I hope you like them.




This is the start of the game.

Well I could not think of amy snappy or witty comments to add to the pics. lol But the girls had soo much fun. We played the game 3 times. They got sooo much candy and then cake and ice cream. Then sent them home. BWAhahahahaah. It was great.

More random pics.

So I like to play with my camera sometimes and these are just some fun pics of me and or the girls. Enjoy!!

Maddy Playing dress up

Yes I know her hair is like short ang gone. She wanted it that way.

Cherise and her monkey at the wsu game just having fun.

so I have had MANY friends in the 30 years of my life. It was soooo easy when i was little I decided. But I am starting to think that i have never had a normal friend ship. I think I rely to heavily on my friends to show me how awesome I am. When all the while i should beable to see how awesome I am in other ways too. Why is that so hard.

what is a normal friend ship anyway? I don't really know. I put myself out there regularly showing that I am willing to make friends but then nothing becomes of it. Am I relying to much on them making the next step?

I do have some great friends right now. But I just had to mentally say goodbye to someone who I have considered a good friend for that last year and a half. MY BOSS. I still work with her and see her everyday but I just do not think that a friendship is something that we can keep going. it makes me really sad. I have not told her that I really can not consider her a friend anymore because its just too painful but I am showing it by not doing things outside of work with her. No more do i hope and wish for that. we will just have to remain boss and employee.

Crazy how life changes!!

So last year I worked part time during the school year and then just went home and chilled till the girls got home. I basically had to look for things to fill my time then.

This year I still work part time but definatly do not need to LOOK for things to do now. Suddenly I have tons to do. Appointments to go to....LOTS of them. I barely have time to think. lol Its ok makes the days go faster. So when I finally have time to relax I CRASH hard. Usually fal asleep on the couch by 9 pm.

Would I change this year for last year? No i like being kept busy. it helps me ot actually eat less and stay organized. I would not mind a few less appointments but they are neccessary.

OK there real stuff to read. lol