new experiences

after time things get stale and lack luster. it is great every once in a while to throw in a bit of excitement to brighten you life and perspective. There are new experiences every where. Serarch them out and see which one will brighten you!!

I am still here

I have been soo busy with work, kids, friends that i just have not had the time to get on here. But i am still alive and things are going great. Hopefully I will get on here longer then a few minutes one day and dish. Love to all my friends who read this. :)

Kayla's birthday party

Kayla had her birthday party this last saturday. She is now 9 years old. Ican not believe it, its crazy she made it through. lol

Well here are some pics of her Candy Land Party. I hope you like them.




This is the start of the game.

Well I could not think of amy snappy or witty comments to add to the pics. lol But the girls had soo much fun. We played the game 3 times. They got sooo much candy and then cake and ice cream. Then sent them home. BWAhahahahaah. It was great.

More random pics.

So I like to play with my camera sometimes and these are just some fun pics of me and or the girls. Enjoy!!

Maddy Playing dress up

Yes I know her hair is like short ang gone. She wanted it that way.

Cherise and her monkey at the wsu game just having fun.

so I have had MANY friends in the 30 years of my life. It was soooo easy when i was little I decided. But I am starting to think that i have never had a normal friend ship. I think I rely to heavily on my friends to show me how awesome I am. When all the while i should beable to see how awesome I am in other ways too. Why is that so hard.

what is a normal friend ship anyway? I don't really know. I put myself out there regularly showing that I am willing to make friends but then nothing becomes of it. Am I relying to much on them making the next step?

I do have some great friends right now. But I just had to mentally say goodbye to someone who I have considered a good friend for that last year and a half. MY BOSS. I still work with her and see her everyday but I just do not think that a friendship is something that we can keep going. it makes me really sad. I have not told her that I really can not consider her a friend anymore because its just too painful but I am showing it by not doing things outside of work with her. No more do i hope and wish for that. we will just have to remain boss and employee.

Crazy how life changes!!

So last year I worked part time during the school year and then just went home and chilled till the girls got home. I basically had to look for things to fill my time then.

This year I still work part time but definatly do not need to LOOK for things to do now. Suddenly I have tons to do. Appointments to go to....LOTS of them. I barely have time to think. lol Its ok makes the days go faster. So when I finally have time to relax I CRASH hard. Usually fal asleep on the couch by 9 pm.

Would I change this year for last year? No i like being kept busy. it helps me ot actually eat less and stay organized. I would not mind a few less appointments but they are neccessary.

OK there real stuff to read. lol

Fashion Show Clip

This is a clip of the Old Navy Fashion show that the girls did a few saturday's ago. They were great from what I hear. I was stuck in a CPR Class tha afternoon so all I saw was this clip. lol

Random pics

Madison showing off her outfit she modeled at the Old Navy Fasion Show. And cherise behind her. Hopefully I can get the video on here too.

Maddy and her best friend Maureen with there baby, a bottle of propane. lol
My lazy cat, just a cute pic.

Yea we all look trilled lol
Maddy fell out cold on the way up to my parents house a few saturday's sgo.
Cherise and her best pal. :)
The sleep over girls pretty much sleeping on top of each other lol. Cherise is in the middle.
One giant leap for cat kind. lol Dorkas cat, cool pic!

Cherise had a make over by her cousin Felisha. MEOW!!

The girls finally getting to hold their newest little nephew, Levi. What a cutie!!

Madison enjoying an ice cream cone. YUM!!

Revelation

I found this on my favorite website. It used to be about me. But after last week iam working there becasue of me. Because I can grow and gain great experiences. I am not doing to do it for anyone else anymore. Just had to share that.

Live, Laugh, Love

well it can be anyway.

I struggle.


Live Well
Laugh Often
Love Always

That is the motto I am trying to live by right now.

I really need to seperate the idea of friends from my job. Its unfortunate but noone at my work can be a true friend. I can laugh with them and talk to them but I will not beable to bond with them anymore.

I have been hurt.

I was trying soo hard to be friends. And then along came oposition and I have to concede. Its ok though I know I have friends that while related to my job do not just see me only as my job. They see more in me then sometimes I see in myself.

I need to succeed.

I have been slacking a bit lately in my job and I need to stop that. It was hard to see someone else do a task that I coulad have accopmlished if only I had been paying attention.

I am excited.

My closest friends are moving back close to us. I am overwelmed in joy and love in this fact. My rocks are comming home. :)